takiya aur qalam

Mje aksar uski yaad raat mai he ati hai meray raaz usmai sama jatay hain jazbat ko aisay jabz karta hai kay aglay din kisi ko khabar he nhe hoti anso ko aisy peeta hai jaisay barsaat to hui ho par uski khabar kisi ko nhe hui jab koi pas nh hota to isko galay say laga layti ho jab kisi ki goodh nhe hoti to us pr sar rakh layti ho raat kay andheray mai jab guzari hui talakh yaadon ki barsaat hoti hai to woh meri chaatari ban jata hai jab galay laganay kay lie koi nhe hota to mai usko apny galay sy laga layti ho jab meray roonay ja dil chahta hai to wo mera romaal ban jata hai jab mai cheekhna chahti ho pr uski awaaz kamray say bahar kisi ko sunai naa day to usmai apna mau chupa layti ho aisi khamosh cheekhnay nikalti hain kay phir meray kano tak nhe jati ya meray khushi aur gham dono ka sathi hai us pr girnay walay anso kitnay sachy hai isy ziada koi aur dusra nhe jan sakta aur jab main rotay rotay thaak jao aur anso sukh jai pr darakh say girnay walay sukhay patto ki tarah unhe phr sy jalaya jai to mai apny ek aur sathi ko hath main thaam layti ho yah sathi maray hui jazbat ko aisay kaghaz pr likhta hai kay parhnay walay ki ankho ko bheega dayta hai jab meray pas koi baat Krany wala sunay smjhnay wala koi nhe hota to ya mera sacha dost ban jata hai kahin sawalat jo mrry dil mai majod hotay hai pr unkay jawab mery pas nhe hotay to bas mai isko hath main uthati ho aur ya khud ba khud jawab daydayta hai jaisay ya mery dil aur uski baaton ko janta ho meri har baat sy waqif ho isko malom ho kay mai kia souch rahi ho mje kia chahye aur kis ki zarorat hai ya dost waisay to bachpan sy he hath main thama dia jata hai par us wqt sirf ek cheez ko dekh kr dusri jaga utarna hota hai us wqt iska istimal sahe karna nhe ata kabhi kabhi ya bura lagnay lagta hai lakin jaisay jaisay wqt aur umer guzarti jati hai waisy waisy isy mohabbat barhti jati hai kyun kuch cheezain umer aur wqt he seekhati hai bachpan sy bura lagnay wala dost ab jawani sy mai sacha aur acha dost ban jata hai aur kehtay hai kay bina jazbat kay kisi sy dil sy rishta qaim nhe hoskta islie iski siyae humray jazbat sy is tarah mil jati hai kay jab isy likhtay hai to lagta hai jaisay humray jazbat kaghaz pr utar ai ho bas ya dono dost bachpan say ab tak kay wo sathi hotay hain jo kabhi apka sath nhe chortay bas insay dosti karna aur isko smbhal kr rakhna humara kaam hai kyun kay takiya apkay anso ko jabz karta hai aur qalam apkay jazbat ko tehreer main utar dyta hai!